Trying to erase what had happened Trying to get over you like what you have requested Trying to remind myself who caused it to go bad Trying to forget every single bullshit that had happened Trying to forget how it started  Trying to forget that I once had a chance to like and love you Trying to forget that I was once a person’s second Trying to forget that I was the one and only one that is always rejected Trying to forget that you are actually attached Trying to forget how regretted was I after doing all these Trying to forget how much have you predicted that these won’t work out Trying to forget that no matter how hard I tried, I just won’t be forgiven Trying to forget that you are going to propose and get married Trying to forget every single shit that happened between us like how you easily did HOW I THINK/FEEL/AM NOW DOESN’T HINDER YOUR DECISION ANYMORE And the saddest part? You know things will not turn out well, you know you will hurt me badly since the start… But we both went ahead…  Why? I asked myself… I let my feelings astray… I thought I could control it, but I failed…. If knowing loving me was you greatest mistake and it makes you felt that you had let down your girl…  I think it just made you realised how much your loved your girl …  You felt the guilt when you were telling a lie to your her… When you came about asking me why am I feeling pierced, I couldn’t bring myself telling you what actually hurt me.  I can’t really pin point what actually was happening in my brain…  我从来都没想过要你作出你所谓的选择… 你很早以前就已经说过了…  我只是不明白… 我到底做了什么事, 让我完全不能原谅…. 就因为一次的坦白就让我们之间出现了问题… 当我真的曾经以为你是真心的, 又因为一些事情有完全被瓦解了… 为什么… 你有没有真正的想了解我到底为什么会有如此?… So now, you are saying that things won’t worked out if you are single… Are you trying to tell me that you took this “relationship” as a game? Try to take 2 at a time and GameOver, that’s it… No phone calls needed cause you all take face to face most of the time Meetups are not important to you cause she sees you everyday  Aren’t these the minimal to keep things going ? So now you are saying that these are too much to ask for you… When you used to say it is not a hassle for you, in the past…  That’s what I am thinking … Just in case you think I am being unreasonable… I am don’t mind you having your current status… I don’t wanna know what’s going on with the people around you… 由始至终我的眼中只有你的存在…  But have you been fair to me ? Puts your perceptions on me, keep thinking that I will do this and that… To you, I am a  阴险狡猾的人, 想方设法的计划的把这事揭发… 要你在两个之中做出选择… But have you even stop and think… Why would I do that? You think it’s gonna work? Does it do anything good to me? Can you really feel what am I feeling now? And not just blaming me for all these to happen…. INSECURITY had caused all these to happen… I dun wish to point finger at you, but I think you should also recall what actually caused these to start first… You don’t hate me, I doubt so… Your actions are showing that you are hating every single line that I said/composed…. That now, you don’t even to bother message me…  You’ve changed as much as me…  I am screaming in pain, you don’t care
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曾经我对爱情是包着那么多的幻想，回到现实生活里，才发现幻想和现实竟有如此大的差别
mymind12: Taylor Swift - You’re not sorry My heart is frozen n numb to be able to feel anything now…Thinking what has happened, make me feel a little disgusted
How to? I don’t find myself convincing enough…I hate it
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